while my batchmates are enjoying the first few hours of freedom at the beerops, i decided to stay home tonight to rest and think of what i'm going to for the rest of my life, whether or not i pass the bar.
right now, it still hasn't sunk in to my little brain that the bar exams are over. i still feel like the load hasn't been lifted off my shoulders. i'm still in shock. i never realized the bar could be that bad. (not to scare my younger law student friends. maybe it's just me. =P) i'm keeping all my beda reviewers just in case. hehe. yes, i know i should just lift this all to God. i already did everything i could (did i, really??). i could try finding the warehouse where they keep the piles of exam booklets and burn them, but i don't have enough energy to think of such a plan right now.
i haven't applied for a job yet, so for the next few months, i don't know what i'll be doing. gosh, i never felt this free my entire life. i've always had everything all planned out. i even had back up plans to my back up plans. now, i don't have anything definitely settled for the next few months, aside from the short term plans for the week (i.e., learn vectors, read harry potter book 7. - i know, loser - attend nico' s birthday party, watch 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry' and the sugarfree gig this sat. with mark. yahoo) and the strange thing is, i can do anything i want now and my parents wouldn't care anymore, as long as it doesn't involve anything illegal or immoral or related to marriage (not yet, anyway). hehe.
things to do now that the bar exams are over:
- find orgs to volunteer in (i'm joining rock ed.yey!) - learn graphic design (more particularly vectors in photoshop) - add to my deviant art account - join photography class in november, right after i get the nikon digital SLR (thanks to my brother the best brother in the world! haha!) - attend art classes again - cooking lessons (riiight.) - take pics for lomomanila - hit the gym! darn, i've gained so much weight, none of my old clothes fit anymore! i had to buy a whole wardrobe which, i think, can double as maternity clothes. - review for next year's bar exam. bwahaha. no wait, that's not something to laugh about. =P
and btw, i'm moving to another blog. i'll set it up as soon as i'm done making a really nice banner.
